"I know I'm not but you need to stop lying to yourself about not having anyone that cares for you. You know it's bullshit and it's about time someone called you out on it. Since you got back, you've been pushing people away and that's your doing. I know you say you have to keep your distance emotionally, but why? This isn't like it is back home. We're all we've got to keep out sanity and I've got precious little of that to spare."