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[hatesthefood]

I just wanted to say thanks to everything that tried to help Euphie yesterday. I'm glad she has so many caring friends.

Chief? I think I need the next few days off, if that's alright? I'm a little tired.


Someone else I care about shot me. It's starting to become a regular thing, isn't it? Maybe I should take that as a hint.

... it's so weird. My chest still hurts, even though someone healed me. Still bugs me, too. I have no idea who it was and I really really don't like that. I think I'd rather have woken up in the hospital all tubed up. At least I'd be drugged enough not to think about what Euphie did... well, not a lot, anyway. Now, I have all the time in the world to dwell on it. Gee, thanks, oh mysterious benefactor.

... I wonder how she's doing this morning. I don't remember a lot from yesterday.

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

... Euphie. Are you alright?

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[deadly_legacy]

[Already wants to start crying again. She needs to be stronger than that. What would Cornelia say? Softly.] That's what I should be asking you.

Ken... I'm... I'm so sorry. [She doesn't like the way it sounds. It's not enough. It's just not enough.]

voice | private

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

I'm fine. It was a curse. You couldn't help it.

voice | private

[deadly_legacy]

That doesn't... [Pauses.]

You trusted me and I shot you.

voice | private

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

.... it was a curse. It happens.

voice | private

[deadly_legacy]

It's not that easy. [It can't be.]

voice | private

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Please don't.... don't do this. I'm fine. I'm healed. Syaoran's healed.

voice | private

[deadly_legacy]

[And now she's making it worse, isn't she?] I'm sorry. [Her voice isn't very steady.]

Is... [Takes a moment] Is there anything I can do for you?

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

... don't cry, Euphie. Please don't cry.

voice | private

[deadly_legacy]

[You know somehow there is nothing like being asked not to cry that tears down the dam holding it back.] I... [Yes, you can hear the crying now.] I'm trying. I'm sorry.

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Euphie, I promise I'm fine. I've talked to Syaoran, and so is he. I just... need some time. A few days.

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[deadly_legacy]

[Sniffles a princessly sniffle. Yes, they are totally different from a common sniffle.] Time... [Softly] A-all right.

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

... I'll come see you tomorrow, if you like. I'm sure I'll feel a bit better by then.

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[deadly_legacy]

Ken... You don't have to if you want time. I understand. [But as much as she felt like she was dreading seeing you now she would really, really like to see you.]

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

.... okay.

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[deadly_legacy]

I'll...see you when you want to see me then?

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[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

When we're both ready, I guess.

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[deadly_legacy]

...All right.