voice

[hatesthefood]

Holy crap... they left the floodgates open again or something.

Comments

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

... you really don't think I'm old, do you?

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

You just sound... different. I mean, it's only been a few months...

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

It's been more than a few months, I'm afraid.

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

W-what? Ken, I'm pretty sure I've been keeping track...

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

I'm an older version of the Ken you knew. I'm not with Weiss anymore. I haven't been for a while now.

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Uhm, that's not really possible.

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

There's a lot of things in this place that seem pretty impossible.

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I -- I guess...

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

I've learned that really, nothing is impossible. Not around here.

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I guess...

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Don't you trust me anymore?

Re: voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

You're gone.

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

... what's been going on, Omi?

voice

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

We got Reiji. Weiss is over.

voice

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

.... Weiss isn't over, Omi. I promise. Just give it time.

[private]

... I should tell you something you might think is completely insane, but do you promise to really stop and think about it?

Private;

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Crazier than that?

Private;

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Maybe.

When I was younger, I was pretty dumb. And more than a little slow on the uptake. I never took hints really well unless someone hit me in the side of the head with them.

There were times that I didn't know what to think or feel around you, but you were the one real constant in my life after Kase screwed me over. No matter what happens... happened, you were always there to keep me going and you always managed to.

Be patient with the younger me, please, and remember, anything you feel for him... it's returned. He just doesn't know how to show it yet.

Private;

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I think I know a different you.

Private;

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Like I said, younger and stupid.

I knew you wouldn't believe me.

Re: Private;

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

Sorry. But I told him I was in love with him -- told you, I guess, but... you left anyway. And you aren't coming back.

Private;

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

He's in love with you, too. He just doesn't know how to express it and he left because he felt like he had to. In fact, if I remember right, you were the one that kept telling him Weiss was over when he was trying to find a reason to stay.

He wanted to be with you. He... I never wanted to leave.

Re: Private;

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

He didn't want to stay.

Private;

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Yes, he did. I did. I thought you wanted me to leave. YOu kept telling me to. Go teach soccer or something.

Like that would've worked after everything.

Please, Omi. Listen to what I'm saying and think about it.

Re: Private;

[graceful-bombay.livejournal.com]

I'll think about it.

Private;

[bladed-siberian.livejournal.com]

Just... do one thing. Tell him you love him. I know you've already done it, but tell him again. He's pretty lost without you.